My dear ex,
I hate you. It's really hard for me to write that sentence, but I truly hate you. I gave you everything and you gave me nothing in return. You were my everything, and I was your nothing.
Every time, I tried my best, and every time it wasn't enough for you. You always blamed me, you always looked for my flaws, you never loved me.
And me? I was blind. I loved you so hard, even more than I loved myself. But loving you made me sick. I forgot myself, I blamed myself, I believed you. I thought something was wrong with me.
You destroyed my self-esteem and my self-worth. I felt worthless around you, and still I loved you. But I don't regret it. I don't regret being myself. I will always give everything I have to the people I love.
I loved you, I gave you all I had, and I would do it again. Now my heart and soul are broken because of you. But I will be happy. I will rebuild myself. I will do it. I deserve to go on with my life. I deserve to be loved, and to feel how real love should feel.
And you? You will always regret this. One day you'll realise you lost the person who loved you with all his heart. You lost unconditional love. You will never find someone like me, and to be honest, you don't deserve it.
People like you, who don't know how to appreciate the good things in life, will always be alone and never satisfied. Maybe you "won" the battle. Maybe you "won" me.
But the truth is that I won myself. You lost me. You lost the love of your life. I will forget you. You don't deserve to stay even in my thoughts.
Yours, the person who used to love you
